Saturday, November 25, 2006

This is Emmy


This is " Emily " the divine Miss Em. What a joy this child brings to my life. Emily is my niece, my Godchild, my sister Tricia's daughter. She's a fiesty one, determined, clever, creative, imaginative, active, sparkling & so full of life.

Tricia struggled for many years trying to achieve pregnancy, I watched her face disappointment month after month, year after year. It broke my heart to witness her sadness & disappointment, I had secretly considered becoming a surrogate so to give her a child.

While still in ICU recovering after my Ovarian Cancer surgery, my sister announced that she was at long last finally pregnant ( via invitro fertilization) & fertility drugs. This news came at the best, thee very best moment. My world was dank, dark & desperate--all hopes had receded into the cold & unfamiliar abyss of uncertainty. I had believed that my cancer diagnosis would forever surround me in darks everlasting grip, I never expected that I'd see rays of hope & promise of a tomorrow. Emily gave me hope!

When Tricia announced her pregnancy I was so delighted, in an odd way --although I had just undergone a full radical hystrectomy, I felt that this child was a huge part of me too. Indeed that has proven to be true. I am Emmy's " Auntie--next to her Mom & Dad--I'm next in the favorite category. I just adore her & she adores her Auntie- we are a great fit!

I was there moments after Emily's birth----I got to hold her mere minutes after she was born & was able to welcome her with kisses & smiles. My sister Tricia & I will NEVER forget a special moment we shared with Miss Em only minutes after her birth. While holding Emily & cooing over her beauty & the glory of her tiny being- she said " Hi " to us!!! NO joke! No kidding! she only minutes old looked at us both & said " hi " it's something we will never forget-a moment we will treasure forever! Those who were not there ---are non-believers- however the attending nurse heard it too. This child was & is amazing right from the very beginning---I can't wait to see what she'll accomplish in the future.

This photo is Spring 2006-----our favorite Duck Pond & Park in Moriches.

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Purpose

Monday, October 23, 2006

Wave of Hope Gala 2005
















Sunday, October 08, 2006

The Raven by Edgar Allen Poe

The Raven
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore -
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
"'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door -
Only this and nothing more."
Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore -
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore -
Nameless here for evermore.
And the silken, sad, uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating
"'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door -
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; -
This it is and nothing more."
Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
"Sir," said I, "or Madam, truly yours forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you" - here I opened wide the door; -
Darkness there, and nothing more.
Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before;
But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore?" -
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!"
Merely this and nothing more.
Then into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping something louder than before.
"Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window lattice;
Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore -
Let my heart be still a moment, and this mystery explore; -
'Tis the wind and nothing more!"
Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately Raven of the saintly days of yore;
Not the least obeisance made he; not an instant stopped or stayed he;
But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door -
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door -
Perched, and sat, and nothing more.
Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
"Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure no craven,
Ghastly grim and ancient Raven wandering from the Nightly shore -
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."
Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning - little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door -
Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such name as "Nevermore."
But the Raven, sitting lonely on that placid bust, spoke only
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered - not a feather then he fluttered -
Till I scarcely more than muttered, "Other friends have flown before -
On the morrow he will leave me, as my Hopes have flown before."
Then the bird said, "Nevermore."
Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
"Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is its only stock and store
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful Disaster
Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore -
Till the dirges of his Hope the melancholy burden bore
Of 'Never-nevermore.'"
But the Raven still beguiling all my sad soul into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird and bust and door;
Then, upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore -
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt, and ominous bird of yore
Meant in croaking "Nevermore."
This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamp-light gloated o'er,
But whose velvet-violet lining with the lamp-light gloating o'er,
She shall press, ah, nevermore!
Then, methought, the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by seraphim whose foot-falls tinkled on the tufted floor.
"Wretch," I cried, "thy God hath lent thee - by these angels he hath sent thee
Respite - respite and nepenthe from thy memories of Lenore;
Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."
"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil! -
Whether Tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted -
On this home by Horror haunted - tell me truly, I implore -
Is there - is there balm in Gilead? tell me - tell me, I implore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."
"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil - prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us - by that God we both adore -
Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore -
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore."
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."
"Be that word our sign of parting, bird or fiend!" I shrieked, upstarting -
"Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken! - quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."
And the Raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamp-light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted - nevermore!
(First Published in 1845)

Monday, July 31, 2006

Of all the cancers to which women are prey, ovarian cancer is the deadliest.

March 6th, 2002

I received news that would inevitably change my worlds view & stance, forever.

The good news ” I was Not a Hypochondriac”

The Bad News “ I had cancer” Ovarian Clear Cell Stage 3 C – I was 38 years old, a wife & mother of two daughters.

Although I’d like to tell you that this news came as an utter shock & with absolute disbelief, the truth is strangely somehow I knew. I just wasn’t able to prove it, till it proved itself. I knew something was seriously wrong.

My body was under assault, feeling desperate I searched for defense.
I sought out many medical professional opinions, several internists, General Practioners, Gynecologist, Rhuematologist, Endocrinologist, Gastro, Proctologist, etc, etc. I received an assortment of diagnoses-nevertheless I was hopeful that just one would work, get me well & stop the pain.

I was told the back pain was sciatica, the lower back & groin pain was kidney stones. The fatigue was simply because I was doing too much, needed to slow down. The joint pain was fibromyalgia, the swelling was rheumatoid arthritis, Lymes Disease, Lupus or Sjogren's. The bloating & constipation was because I was getting older & I needed more fiber. The stomach swelling might be due to too much fiber, the abdominal pressure was due to the chronic constipation & irritable bowel. The painful debilitating periods were simply not concerning enough to warrant further examination. The urinary frequency was because I drank too much coffee & tea, the incontinence was because I didn't get enough fluids. The unexplained, yet rapid weight gain was attributed to my fatigue. The difficulty breathing might be sleep apnea, the leg pain was related to sciatica.
There was a cat that ate the mouse that ate the cheese that lived in the house that ignorance built & I bought it.


I could not stand for more than two minutes without feeling unrelenting pain.
I needed to sit every few steps. The back-pain was constant, cruel & severe. Ibuprophens became my daily bread.

Simple tasks were strenuous & grueling, I’d require breaks in between blow drying my hair, and applying makeup mainly because my arms & joints were weak & weary.
I’d take little bites of food, 3 bites of an apple felt the equiveant of consuming a thanksgiving day feast. My abdomen was growing, the shooting pains in my back & groin were worsening with intensity & frequency. I was literally consumed by constipation, laxatives, fiber and jarred prunes no longer provided relief, often I found myself constipated for up to 3 weeks. The slightest pressure on my abdomen caused tremendous pain, I couldn’t even rest my hand on my stomach while sleeping without feeling such pain.


Of all the cancers to which women are prey, ovarian cancer is the deadliest.

Saturday, July 01, 2006

" Don't Pretend to Know Me" 1996

"Don't Pretend To Know Me"


How infernal still the words can be

Potent as poison with such animosity

Filled with nemesis and disdain

My birth , your contemptuous pain

Infallible the trademark you elicitate

Your quest, the relentless pursuit to humiliate

Belligerent, antagonistic, is my wall, my exterior

This wall I have been building since my anterior

My God, can't you see, the coldness

It was your hand, that created my boldness

Your words, infer still that I am deranged

Disillusioned and hopelessly estranged

Ha! Don't pretend to know me, you haven't a clue

Sadly though, I do know you

This image that stands before you, you once hoped to be

How egocentric, to try to deprive this right from me

Childhood wishes and dreams , lasted only moments in a breeze

Hatred and malice ruled my land, my innocence you did seize

In the blackened streets of the Dragon City , a child walked alone

You rejoiced you had back your serpent ,crown, and throne

Bitterness took me by the hand, spite became my will, my fire

Nonconforming, rebellious, raging, was my pill, I did sire

The aftermath of a child, enraged with pain, without a voice

Today, I am the Keeper of my land, with my power of choice

Don't you dare pretend to know me, you haven't a clue

Of my discontent, agony, and whispers tainted blue

You look into my eyes as though they will tell

It's my soul that holds the story , of the belly of my hell

Exiled, into a land unknown

Without a place to call my home

The unanswered questions still roam

They lurk within my every poem

Khristina Lupinacci 1996

" Kiss Me Tonight" 1996

"Kiss Me Tonight"


In the comely light of night

A midst the fires burning light

Blanket me your warmth tonight

While we whisper in delight

Taste the wine , embrace the flavor

Unclothed, the desire , we both savor

Exalted passion, unleashes , free

You become I ,....... I become thee

Perfumed with rapture of ecstasy

Tempt me with your willful ways

Take me into your flaming blaze

Impassioned with fever you sow

The seed of love we grow

Clouded spirits enchanted bliss

My soul awakened by your kiss

Quiver me tonight, I plead

Shudder me with selfish greed

Embrace me in your heart

Pull me close ....sweetheart

Wrap me in your savage grip

Take me on this yearnful trip

Dare me.... With your thirst

Kiss me softly ,..... deeply first

Blanket me your warmth tonight

A midst the fires burning light...
Khristina Lupinacci 1996

' If Only I was the Rock" 1996

"If Only I Was The Rock"


If only I was the rock instead of the stream

I would be inspired by this paradox

and own my dream

If only to touch for a moment upon my desires

I would ignite the flame of my willful fires

If only courage was my given name

Happiness then would be my fame

If only I could step outside of this realm of pain

My life would no longer be lived in vain

If only I could conquer these brutal fears

I would banish away my endless tears

If only I could separate myself from grief

I would sigh in the sound of my own relief

If only I lived without conflict and strife

I would then be content and satisfied with life

If only I could make the voices cease

I would then live in a world of peace

If only I could stand obscure among the sheep

I would halt the words and get some sleep
Then I could truly proclaim.....

That I am not insane.....

Khristina Lupinacci 1996

The Spector of Morality" 1996

"Specter Of Mortality"

Clouds sail above me
Like cotton covering pills
The sun goes down on my heart
The avalanche of sacrificing wills
I fuse corrupting poison with evil
Swallowing it into my head
Erecting my hands mirror to deliverance
A tortured ode to chanting dread
With the devil's tongue in my mouth
And God's white glove upon my cheek
I escape the specter of mortality
Eclipsed by the moon the sun is weak
I descend within the dragons mouth
As deaths shadow lurks in the wings
Like emptying the box of cracker jacks
In search of the purest plastic ring
With Pagans and infidels at their post
Extricated from my minds catholic home
Like the fragrance after a rain storm
The cross bleeds ....my hand begins to roam
Crossing over the perils and pitfalls
Into the cellar of galactic desolating hate
The icy tears of yesterdays child still warm
Alas the final confrontation........ I contemplate
Adrift the crossroads of my oasis capturing my eyes rain
Like sending postcards of yesterday to tommorows gate
I hobnob with my sorrow and lionize with my pain
Oblique words and turmoils- wet paint- my muse... my fate
Khristina Lupinacci 1996

Yesterday Lingers 1996

Yesterday Lingers"

Yesterdays shadow still lingers
Upon my sunny day
Clutched still are my fingers
Of all you did not say
The flowers stand within the gardens
The birds still sing their song
Yet, yesterday still wardens
With the breeze of something wrong

Khristina Lupinacci 1996

"The Phantom of Light " 1994

"The Phantom Of Light"
I am the Phantom of a distant light
The warmth of coldness of night
The oceans grander and waves of sand
I am the pulse of a dead mans hand
I rest, deep, setting upon your brow
With yesterdays eternal vow
I am the Phantom of a distant light
Shadows darkened with blissful fright
The flower of life dooming
The fragrance of death blooming
I am the truth of all lies
The hopes of all sighs
I am the angel who bares a horn
The heartbeat, the breath of the unborn
I am beauty to the eyes of the blind
The insanity of an ingenious mind
I am the friend to hostility
The pain off all tranquillity
I am the corfin to your life
The blade of your knife
I am the Phantom of a distant light
I am the glory of the dark of night
Khristina Lupinacci 1994

"Beckoning In Search of Reckoning" 1996

"Beckoning In Search of Reckoning"


Vacant hearted within the realm of my minds home

A fierce awakening ignites my brain to roam

The train door closes, and they come beckoning

Knocking on the chamber door in search of reckoning

Bemoans the grim phantasm of lurid remorse

Decaying war painted walls shed fading moss

Shaking today the skin of yesterdays halls

Flaking dismay and sin as destiny calls


Like sugar in tea, dissolving the pain of history

Disrobing the haunting curse of unfaced mystery

Rouge colored fragments peel and surrender

Carpeting the ground plaguing those who remember

Like lifes recipe, raspberry covered guilt

Every flower deserves the chance to wilt

We preserve the shadows of antique lands

So to see ourselves within ghostly hands

Madness manifests suffocating within the walls

We heed the melancholy screams as insanity calls

Echoing to the parade of marching shadows in white

Whispering secrets to black eyed angels in flight

Merciful wings stir an unrest of self branded humility

The mind spins the revolving doors of hollows futility

Stripped naked in the absence of eternal light

Comes the dawning of ancestral reflection tonight

I ask the vision within the mirror " Are We Happy Yet ?

And she replies with ghostly blackened eyes " Have we met ?

Khristina Lupinacci 1996

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Initiative

When one is trying to do something beyond his known powers it is useless to seek the approval of friends. Friends are at their best in moments of defeat. Henry Miller

No army can withstand the strength of an idea whose time has come. Victor Hugo

Experientia docet

Experientia docet~ Experience is the best teacher!

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Shades of Beauty



Beauty is not always visual.

I heard beauty today.

I listened in to the gentle loving voice of a young mother describing her own childhood memories of time shared at the very same duck pond with her own Mother as a young child. The little girl all of 4, blonde pigtails curled up in a swirl, dressed in her eyelet white skirt, pink sandals & bubblegum pink sweater, listened to the tale with such eagerness, as though a prophet was speaking.

Did your Mommy like ducks? she asked. She loved ducks the Mother replied. " I love ducks too"! she smiled. The young Mother leaned down & kissed her daughters head & said " I know you do sweetie".

A quiet still....they both seemed to be contemplating, dreaming, imagining, wondering off into the powder blue skies....when the little girl with a loving daughters soft tone asked .. "Do they have ducks in heaven Mommy?" I didn't see the tears, but I saw the young Mother let go of her daughter's hand for a brief moment to wipe her eyes & face. She rekindled the hand clasping & looked down to her daughter & said " Yes baby" yes!


The little girl nodded & smiled comforted by the thought.

Lifes Blueprint

Within the human gene pool there are dangers lurking beneath the surface, disease genes that can damage or destroy all hope of an ordinary life.

I met a woman the other day, a breast cancer survivor, her daughter has colon cancer, her son has lung cancer, she lost her Mother to Ovarian Cancer, her Father to Colon Cancer, her Grandmother to Breast Cancer, her sister was just diagnosed with Ovarian Cancer. She said cancer has taken the lives of most of her family members in the last 4 generations. She cried & then apologized for crying, I was without words. I stood with a parched tongue unable to console her with a kind & understanding word. What do you say? What does one say to another human being who is surrounded by the constant and chronic loss of loved ones? I’m sorry, doesn’t fit the wound.


Cancer is in deed generational, an unfortunate tapestry in the lineage of many families. "There's a saying that genetics load the gun, but it's the environment that pulls the trigger”. Over 1 Million people get cancer every year. Why us?

Love

and so the journey continues.............

11:11 Make a Wish!

Explore

Permanence

Moving beyond Cancer

Friday, May 12, 2006

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Believe

Suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope. Romans 5:4.

You become what you believe. I’ve embraced this philosophy perhaps from an unwillingness to accept the negative forecast.
Hope, an emotion or state of mind? I haven’t decided. However I’m compelled to pronounce that in my case, I believe hope primarily is a learned concept. I’ve adopted hope, made it part of my family, I’ve given it a lovely place to dwell within my heart of hearts. I nurture it & integrate it into all that I am. Hopefulness is a conscious choice; optimism is good, especially in the unkind face of adversity.

Friday, April 28, 2006

Tagged

Blessings

Space

Etcha-Sketch Mind


Shouldering the Mist

Anthropomorphize

The hope chest

Disfiguring the moment

Ascending to the language

Maintaining a well-balanced madness

Arbitrary whispers

Something darker and more dangerous lurks in these shadows of my mind ~ an evocative, ruthless creature, a watchpot to my stove, waiting for me to turn away from the ordinary recipe of my endless giving and mundane life.

Monday, April 24, 2006

Goodness

“Be good and you will be lonesome” Mark Twain.

This quote rings true.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Clouds of Black & Hearts of Blue

"Clouds Of Black"
You are the thunder, I am the rain
Lightening strikes , I feel the pain
You walk away, You fear my cries
Escapes the rain, our love does die
Was it me...... or was it you?
Clouds of black, and hearts of blue
Back to back we sleep at night
Alone again too weak to fight
Silence screams to me tonight
Smothers loves eternal light
Was it me...... or was it you?
Clouds of black, and hearts of blue
You are the stone, I am the stream
Blocking my way, holding my dream
You turn away, my river dried
Broken hearted, our love has died
Was it me...... or was it you?
Clouds of black, and hearts of blue
Back to back we sleep at night
Alone again too weak to fight
Silence screams to me tonight
Smothers loves eternal light
Was it me...... or was it you?
Clouds of black, and hearts of blue
You are the bull, I am the horn
Brokenhearted, engulfed in mourn
You turned away, you watched me bleed
My blood drips pain, Shedding a seed
Was it me...... or was it you?
Clouds of black, and hearts of blue
Back to back we sleep at night
Alone again too weak to fight
Silence screams to me tonight
Smothers loves eternal light
Was it me...... or was it you?
Clouds of black, and hearts of blue
You are the Ocean I am the sea
I roared to you, you failed to be
Our sails have drifted, and gone ashore
Branded with scars from many wars
Was it me...... or was it you?
Clouds of black, and hearts of blue
You are the words, I am the voice
You close your ears, it was your choice
My well has dried, empty and cold
Our song is sung, our story told
Was it me...... or was it you?
Clouds of black, and hearts of blue
Back to back we sleep at night
Alone again too weak to fight
Silence screams to me tonight
Smothers loves eternal light
Was it me...... or was it you?
Clouds of black, and hearts of blue
You are the harp, I am the song
Nothing was right, nothing was wrong
Nothing to say, nothing was said
Strangers by day, lonely in bed
Was it me...... or was it you?
Clouds of black, and hearts of blue
Back to back we sleep at night
Alone again too weak to fight
Silence screams to me tonight
Smothers loves eternal light
Was it me...... or was it you?
Clouds of black, and hearts of blue
You were my love, I was your life
Our hollow hearts ,echo with strife
Memories fade, happiness halts
Drowning in pain, bathing in faults
Was it me...... or was it you?
Clouds of black, and hearts of blue
Khristina Lupinacci 1996
Submitted December 30, 1996

Friday, April 14, 2006

Faith

Friday, April 07, 2006

"Mending my Life"


"Who, then, can so softly bind up the wound of another as he who has felt the same wound himself?”

Maintaining Hope

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Little Lukeee

It's Little Luke's Birthday!!!!! Look who's 2 years old! ( Human Years that is! )

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Dear Doctor

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Study Links Stress, Hormones in Ovarian Cancer


Study Links Stress, Hormones in Ovarian Cancer Persistent Tension May Fuel Cancer Progression in Some

Stress has been linked with cancer progression, but for the first time, researchers have demonstrated in a lab how “fight or flight” hormones might make
ovarian cancer cells more invasive.

M. D. Anderson researchers have found that norepinephrine and epinephrine, hormones linked to behavioral stress, can enhance the potential of ovarian cancer cells to spread.
“If we knew the biological pathway by which stress is linked to metastasis, then we could investigate how best to avoid those deleterious consequences,” says the study’s lead investigator, Anil Sood, M.D., associate professor in M. D. Anderson’s Department of Gynecologic Oncology. “This study helps shed some light on those mechanisms.”Stress and cancer.


Sood presented the findings at the annual meeting of the American Psychosomatic Society, held March 3-6 in Orlando, Fla. His collaborators include researchers from M. D. Anderson and the University of Iowa.

When a person experiences excessive and persistent stress, the body reacts by releasing many hormones. Research has shown that these “stress” hormones can affect the immune system of cancer patients, and lead to cancer progression in some, but there has been little cell-based evidence for this link, and not much understanding as to why the connection exists at all.
Sood and his collaborators found the first clue when he discovered that ovarian cancer cells show high levels of “beta adrenergic” receptors that allow stress hormones to “dock” onto the cell, promoting a cascade of events inside the cell. Normal epithelial cells from the ovary have very few of the receptors.


Ovarian cell studies
Theorizing the extra receptors must somehow help cancer cells survive and thrive, Sood has conducted a series of studies to test the effect of stress hormones on ovarian cell cultures.
The researchers first demonstrated that stress hormones can directly result in elevated levels of a protein known as vascular endothelial growth factor (VEGF), which is important in cancer progression. Sood and his colleagues had found earlier that women with ovarian cancer who have greater distress and lack of social support tended to have higher levels of VEGF. In work published last fall, they discovered high levels of hormones prompted laboratory cancer cells to produce more VEGF.


Sood says that some other cancer cell types, such as breast and colon, also have been found to have an abundance of stress hormone receptors, although much of that work is in the preliminary stages. “Cancer cells will do whatever works to their advantage. If stress hormones help promote growth and invasion, they will acquire those abilities,” he says.

http://www.cancerwise.org/april_2004/display.cfm?id=b9a90fe6-8cdf-4c69-9e2d8ce4b512959c&method=displayfull&color=red
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